Annoyance

Maybe it's just me when I'm on my monthly menstruation cycle but certain things that I can usually take and don't give a damn just annoys me even more. Now, which annoyance shall I start with first?

I'll start with my dad; usually, we're okay with each other but these days, he's just getting on my damn nerves D:< Like today, I went out for 2 hours cuz me, Jason and Emily were in JT looking for BoA posters for Sunday and then I was supposed to be home by 3 since I had to accompany my mom to doctor's since she strained a muscle, so then around 2, my dad starting calling and he was like, "When are you coming home?" And then when I WAS going home, he kept on calling me and started bitching at me all of a sudden >.> I ended up having to run home and then he was standing outside our place and then he was bitching at me, saying how like how I go out "to play" too much and then how I can't divide up my time precisely. A; I don't even go out that much! For the past two weeks, I ONLY went out twice; both times to go to the doctor's with my mom and then it WAS only just 2 hours >.> B; My dad has an issuse of being early and my mom's appointment was at 3:30, it doesn't even take that long to get to my mom's work place to the doctor's. You know, my dad used to wake me up at 6:30 when school started at like 8:05, it DOES NOT take me that freaking long to get ready and walk out to the bart station. Once, I overslept and woke up at 7:20, and I STILL made it at school with time to spare >< Geez, and then when I was trying to take a nap at first, he comes outta nowhere and starts asking me things when I'm not even that aware of what's happening >.>

Annoyance number two; my mom. I am shocked and appalled on how I can be related to such a person. When we're out in public, she acts all "innocent" and talks in a soft voice so she seems like a "gentle" person. And then when we get home, dude, you would be SOO amazed on how fast she freaking changes. And she has the rudest mouth you can ever know. My mom just like insulting and talking shit about people behind their back, sometimes even in FRONT of people's faces, eg ME! D:< It's freaking ridiculous at times >.> My mom, somehow, can be in pain always. Like I said earlier, I took my mom to the doctor's to check up on her wrist cuz she pulled a muscle. But then, she doesn't understand the concept of "therapy". She believes that if she just gets medicine for it, it'll heal but is that freaking possible? If that WAS possible, no one would ever have any injuries or nothing. Geez.

I am just.. UGHS! How do I even know people like this?! D:< I really do need some time away from my parents, such stubborn and believe that they're always right >.> Not cool, at all. :P

Another sleepless night

I know and understand that there are people in the world that do have difficulties fall asleep or staying asleep and they have medicine for that. Some, they decide to take those medicine and risk getting addicted while others decide not to take those medicines and risk staying up all night, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. World, I am one of those people xD

Weirdly however, I don't feel like I have a problem that causes me to unable to turn to the face of 'sleep' but it's more as life's distraction which causes me to stay up later and later and later and later.. You get my point right?(: Anyways, what are some good ways that could help me and those other people out there that are unable to fall asleep? And I hope that no one that I know gets this stupid curse that I have ><

Late night posting..

Or is it early morning posting? Lols, I just noticed that xD Anyways, like I said in the post before, my insomnia, blah blah blah. I find it kinda fun staying up/waking up so early xD The bad things are that you wake up incredibly late & you get massive headaches, like I am right now ):

During these times where everyone is sleeping and all is quiet in where ever you live, you get a chance to think about stuff that you've been meaning to do or you realized and want to go in more depth.

Thinking right now just gives me headaches xD But it does help to think in this quietness (:

PS: Honestly, one reason I can't really sleep is cuz I'm still a bit spooked from Drag Me to Hell. Next time, no more scary movies pleasee~ (:

Insomniaa.

Yes yes, I know I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, even if it it summer, but dude. I really can't sleep! (My whole post got deleted since I used the stinking arrow key thingys, so I'll try and write as much as I did earlier.. a couple of minutes ago.)

Is it because I'm nervous about something? No, my summer's pretty boring right now, if you ask me. The biggest event so far? Going to the movies and hanging out with the 2 Emilys (Emmy Zoo& Emmy Pee;)), Jason (Lammy:D), and a WHOLEE bunch of guys from Balboaa. So that doesn't make me nervous.

What about.. is it because I'm thinking of a certain someone? Nope! I mean, I AM thinking about different people from Bal that I'm gonna miss after the summer's over since I'm transferring to Wash (did I fail to mention this in my earlier postings? Meh, I probably did. So now you know :)). But other than those people.. no one importante that would make me unable to sleep.

It's so fricking weird. This always happens to me during some sort of break (if it's a 3-day weekend, I don't stay up THIS late but if it's like Spring Break, dude, it is NOT pretty.) By now, I understand that whenever a break comes, I end up staying up later and later and later until I don't sleep for HOURS and end up just staying up for the next day, exhausting myself. Now, I remember learning about how during our teenage years, we're supposed to have at LEAST 8 hours of sleep (is that right, Emily?) and I KNOW it was practically impossible for me to get that much sleep during the school year but now the school year's over; why can't I sleep?! What the [s]fuck[/s] frick is happening to me?! Dude, I am gonna be one ugly chick by the end of the summer if I continue with this habit! xD

Now, I know this is something really stupid to blog about, but hey. Better out than in, right? So, without sleeping for so long, I know some stuff that I'm writing about right now may be incoherent (you should see how many times I keep on spelling things wrong and having to keep on pressing backspace for every little thing; that suddenly reminded me of Madonna's Caught Up xD) but if this whole post was coherent to you, then kudos to me ;) Now, don't be an idiot like Amy right here and have your 8+ hours of sleep.

PS: I finally blogged :D Happy, Emily? ..even though this probably won't make sense and all