True or just a fake?

Have you ever wondered if you were born into the wrong family? Born into a family where you think you don't belong, into a place that's just so cold, a place where you can't turn to anyone for help, no matter how much you need it? For me, family has always been a sensitive topic and the cause of that may not make sense but to me.. it just does. During multiple times in my life, if not more frequently, I think I was born into the wrong family. I have absolutely no idea how or when this thought passed through my mind but it has and I think it's pretty pathetic. Doesn't this seem ironic? How I think I'm the odd one out when I'm supposed to be smothered with love since I'm the youngest? Ughs, I wish my life was half that way; you can say I never felt any love before. And maybe, it's true. I've always thought I was a strong kid and I don't need anyone since I never really experienced the warmness of a family but sometimes, it gets so hard.. I've always imagined.. if I was born into a different family, what would be the same? What would be the difference? Would I be happier?..