GAHHH!

Yes, gah. My brain feels that way and so I'll explain it that way. School is just too.. exhausting and too troublesome. But we hafta get our edumacation somewhere.. >.> But I wish somewhere more fun.. please? ^^

Too many questions.. too little answers

This year, it seems so different, everything doesn't seem right. What happened to the Chinese New Years I've had as a child? That feeling, that spark, that happiness, it's gone. What happened to it? Why did it suddenly leave? It seems as if.. all of the world's happiness has gone missing or maybe, it was given to everyone except for my family.. Maybe, this marks something significant for the future.. who knows?

Happy Lunar New Year!

Yippie! It's the time of year that we Asian loves (I sound repetitive -.-"). ANYWAYS, remember to have fun and get alotta money! xD

Possibly..

I was wondering.. wondering if you be cheated by your heart. I was never really good in the love department. So, before, I blamed myself for a lack of experience, being too naive in the area. But now, since I'm older and gone through more, I had started to think about if I just wasn't at the age of thinking of guys that way but then I mentally slapped myself for thinking that way. Slowly but surely, I can up with different answers on why I don't do good in the love department. And then it hit me, like a fat kid getting hit in the face with a dodgeball. Anyways, my theory was that I was -getting tired- gonna finish later xD-

Thoughts, Sights & Sounds I

In life, there are battles you can choose to fight or avoid while there are other battles are that inevitable and you have to fight them. Same with anything else in life, maybe.. it's easier if..

Imagine this, you start the day off with a bad hair day and once you walk out of the house, it starts pouring rain and then you realize that you neglected to bring an umbrella. Deciding to go back into your house and risk being late, you dig inside your pockets to fish out your keys from whatever's in your pocket (You have a really big pocket.. and I have no idea what you've been putting in there). After a couple minutes, you then realize again that you left your keys on the kitchen table after you were arguing with your mom deciding on what your curfew would be since it was a Friday. Frustrated, you then take a glimpse at your watch (don't worry, your watch is waterproof) and then you noticed that it's way passed the time to start school. You rush to school and you get a whole week of detention because you missed all your morning classes due to an accident on the bus. Throughout the whole day, in wet clothes, you get pushed, kicked, hit, and all sorts of horrible things. You go home and then you decide to kill yourself. The End.. NOT! -Clicks "pause" on the remote-

Anyways, I find it both funny and ironic how you think you're having the worst day of your life and then when you get home and relax and think about your day, it hits you smack dab in the face. You then realize that you're not the only one out there having a crappy day.

Sometimes I wonder, how come there are people out there that only care for themselves and not other people too? I mean, I've been through all and so has my close friends but we don't really talk about it or we don't show our true colors so we don't freak out people , but other "friends" that I/we have, I don't think that they have that little thing inside their brain that we have.

They can only think for themselves, care for themselves, and do everything for their own benefit. I understand that you have to care for yourself and stop putting people before yourself, but I just can't understand people putting themselves before other people, that's just so shallow and selfish. How can people get so fake and shallow so fast? Maybe this is the way that the world is becoming; full of shallow and fake people. Maybe we should get them to try thinking of everyone once in a while and stop thinking of themselves and maybe, just maybe, the world might be a way better place.

PS: Have a fun weekend and great Lunar New Year on Monday :)

Rainy Days

During those rainy days, don't you feel a bit nostalgic? Well.. I don't know about you guys out there but I feel that way. Rainy days make me to think back on the happy and sad memories of middle school. You're probably thinking, "You just graduated middle school! You miss it already?!" Well.. yeah, I do miss my 3 years of middle school. During a human's life, in my opinion at least, the middle school and high school years are the most significant. At these ages, you start to lose your innocent and you don't think the same way you've been thinking for the past 10 or so years. Middle school has taught me many lessons, shown me many things I had never seen before and gave me the best things in my life, my friends. So maybe on the next rainy day, your mind may drift back to your more significant years..

"Nostalgia; noun - a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time" -dictionary.com

Almost Chinese/Lunar New Years

Ah.. the time of year that us Asians love has come again~ It's Lunar New Years next Monday~ (: It means red envelopes (ka-ching, ka-ching, do I hear the money train? xD), big reunions (don't you love those, especially if you have a enormous family, of course), and of course, lots of love. The tradition of Lunar New Years have been passed down from one generation to the next and guess what? Us kids are totally excited ESPECIALLY because of we don't have to give ANYTHING, we just receive, receive, and receive more~! Anyways, everyone out there who celebrates Lunar New Years with their family or with their friends, have fun and remember, get alotta money! (Just kidding, of course xD)

Beginner skills (:

Hello there (: Welcome and.. this is just the happy beginning of many other posts :D So stick around if you want and maybe, just maybe, you'll get a glimpse into my awesome brain.. jkays ;)