Yay it's Friday!

Post Ni ban:
Tehees, like my post title, it's Friday! I love love love Fridays! So, today was a pretty good day though. So in the morning, I got bitched at by different people in Ro. Grr, I hate those bitches! First, we have Mr. Octopushead, who thinks that he's better than me in drill&shit. Secondly, we have Ms. Two-faced glaring at me and saying how I suck at drill. Well, it ain't my fault bitch! You never taught me SHIT. I learned it all from my beloved Dc commander, so don't say shit about her. I know you used to be friends with her, why did you fucking flip on her so fucking fast huh? And then we have Ms. I-smoke-too-much&loves-to-act-like-I'm-Korean-or-some-shit. What. the. fuck. did I ever did to you? I didn't even say shit to you and you fucking bitch at me. -.-" WHORE, you talk back to Bn, so you have no right to bitch at me like that. Grr, Ima glare you bitches down on Monday. OOH, I FORGOT. Little Ms. Two-faced has to give me early flag duty. HO, do I look like I live near school?! Geez, you lucky you "don't" hafta do flag duty no more!

ANYWAYS, enough about ranting about dumb bitches, I loved it how I had two subs in a row. :) We had a sub for Japanese and guess what my teacher choose for us to watch? Btw, she's African-American. ... Give up? She had us watch a video on African Americans living in Japan! Isn't that shocking? It was actually kinda interesting though but there was barely any subtitles! Yes, my Japanese is that bad ;D And then came English~ English was fun? We had a sub too for that class and we had to read silently. I forgot to bring my copy of Bless Me, Ultima and so I went to go borrow a book from my teacher's shelf. Guess what I found! The Encyclopedia of Animals; I saw the picture of a dolphin giving birth to another dolphin! xD I was showing it to everyone around me ;D Hey, it's interesting xD

Ah~ I have more to write but the rest is kinda private xD Hehes, spending time with my Dc loves is always fun♥ I'll be back in a couple days to blog again~

A fresh start.

Post Numero Uno:
So, like.. yeah. It's been a while and it's.. awkward now.. kinda. I forgot that I had this until a couple days ago when I wanted to make a blog where I could just rant on and on about dumb bitches people in my life. So, alotta stuff changed over a couple of months. Old friends that I held near and dear left me and new friends came and replaced them.

-sigh-

But but, good things happened too though! Let's see.. Wash is WAY much better than Bal, I gotta admit that. The school spirit at Wash kinda sucks compared to Bal though -.-" What else.. oh yeah, I joined RO or JROTC :o Shocking, isn't it? I never thought I was gonna joined though, but Ro is pretty fun actually. Then again, there are annoying people. Grr, I can never find anything positive anymore. I'm such a pessimist . -.-"

Sometimes.. do you feel that it hurts to smile around people that you care? It's getting harder and harder to smile now, I just feel like running away from everyone and everything. And there's no one to talk to anymore. Heh, it's ironic how things play out in life. ANYWAYS, must stay positive~! (: Mkays, from now on, I shall try and post daily, so I can realize all the bottled up stuff.

Whoaa baby!

I'm back! xD It's been like a little bit over a month since I've blogged and when I look back on my old posts, I feel ashamed >< Okay fine, not ashamed but more embarrassed? I've written some REALLY weird things in a couple months back but it's interesting at the same time ;D Mistakes & stories is what makes a person grow and slowly, everyone will.. someday. So, what happened so far? School started and I DO miss my Balboaa buddies :( School's boring and there are only friends that can make it better! For now, everyone should just hold on tight, pick your friends right and with that, you'll do fine in life.
P.S.: Anna, don't worry about the problem with that person(;

Birthday.

Whoo! Finally, my 15th birthday(: So.. I've been on this earth for 15 years or is it 16, counting that year when I was first born? Well, anyways, I myself never gave much about my birthday, or so that's what I've been thinking so far. So, let's start from the beginning..

So, of course, when one's birthday comes, everyone wishes you a happy birthday and you, of course, thank them for these wishes. Guess what happened to me on Facebook? Floods of wishes came and I was very very grateful for those wishes. I thought that my birthday was gonna be a drag since I had to go to Chinese school but I was staying optimistic and knew it was gonna be good in it's own way. Honestly, throughout the day, I did forget that it was my birthday since well, I have a crappy memory anyways and I was preoccupied by trying to protect myself from getting hit from Anna & Jenny. Those two are soo abusive >.> xD

After Chinese school, me and my dad went to pick up my mom, and none of them notice anything, so I decided to keep my mouth shut. "Oh wells, I've had other birthdays and plenty more to come. Why bother my parents? I don't mind. At all." Guess I was wrong. So, the whole night, I stayed quiet and was getting pissed off at my mom since she was yelling at me for no fucking reason. It was only till my brother, Andy, came out and asked me, "Hey, isn't it your birthday?" Not knowing what would happened, I answered, "Yeaah..? So?" My parents didn't even notice, at ALL, that it was my birthday. Their reactions?

Andy: "Hey, do you guys know what day is it?"
Dad: "It's Saturday.. duh."
Andy: "What else is it? It's the 25th.."
Dad: "Yeah, I know, and tomorrow's the 26th. So?"
Andy: "Don't you remember? It's -points head over at my direction- birthday.."
Dad: "Oh oops! I forgot!"
Mom: "Oh crap! I forgot too!"

What great reactions, hm? I didn't even know that this was gonna send me to 30 minutes or maybe a little bit more of crying. I really thought honestly that I really didn't give a damn anymore but I guess deep inside, I really wanted my parents to say, "Happy birthday honey. Another year older, another year wiser(:" This probably shows the relationship of my parents and me; maybe it is a relationship filled with hate.. Haiz, how depressing, happening on my birthday.. ><

But again, thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday & I really am truly grateful for everyone's wishes. <3

Annoyance

Maybe it's just me when I'm on my monthly menstruation cycle but certain things that I can usually take and don't give a damn just annoys me even more. Now, which annoyance shall I start with first?

I'll start with my dad; usually, we're okay with each other but these days, he's just getting on my damn nerves D:< Like today, I went out for 2 hours cuz me, Jason and Emily were in JT looking for BoA posters for Sunday and then I was supposed to be home by 3 since I had to accompany my mom to doctor's since she strained a muscle, so then around 2, my dad starting calling and he was like, "When are you coming home?" And then when I WAS going home, he kept on calling me and started bitching at me all of a sudden >.> I ended up having to run home and then he was standing outside our place and then he was bitching at me, saying how like how I go out "to play" too much and then how I can't divide up my time precisely. A; I don't even go out that much! For the past two weeks, I ONLY went out twice; both times to go to the doctor's with my mom and then it WAS only just 2 hours >.> B; My dad has an issuse of being early and my mom's appointment was at 3:30, it doesn't even take that long to get to my mom's work place to the doctor's. You know, my dad used to wake me up at 6:30 when school started at like 8:05, it DOES NOT take me that freaking long to get ready and walk out to the bart station. Once, I overslept and woke up at 7:20, and I STILL made it at school with time to spare >< Geez, and then when I was trying to take a nap at first, he comes outta nowhere and starts asking me things when I'm not even that aware of what's happening >.>

Annoyance number two; my mom. I am shocked and appalled on how I can be related to such a person. When we're out in public, she acts all "innocent" and talks in a soft voice so she seems like a "gentle" person. And then when we get home, dude, you would be SOO amazed on how fast she freaking changes. And she has the rudest mouth you can ever know. My mom just like insulting and talking shit about people behind their back, sometimes even in FRONT of people's faces, eg ME! D:< It's freaking ridiculous at times >.> My mom, somehow, can be in pain always. Like I said earlier, I took my mom to the doctor's to check up on her wrist cuz she pulled a muscle. But then, she doesn't understand the concept of "therapy". She believes that if she just gets medicine for it, it'll heal but is that freaking possible? If that WAS possible, no one would ever have any injuries or nothing. Geez.

I am just.. UGHS! How do I even know people like this?! D:< I really do need some time away from my parents, such stubborn and believe that they're always right >.> Not cool, at all. :P

Another sleepless night

I know and understand that there are people in the world that do have difficulties fall asleep or staying asleep and they have medicine for that. Some, they decide to take those medicine and risk getting addicted while others decide not to take those medicines and risk staying up all night, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. World, I am one of those people xD

Weirdly however, I don't feel like I have a problem that causes me to unable to turn to the face of 'sleep' but it's more as life's distraction which causes me to stay up later and later and later and later.. You get my point right?(: Anyways, what are some good ways that could help me and those other people out there that are unable to fall asleep? And I hope that no one that I know gets this stupid curse that I have ><

Late night posting..

Or is it early morning posting? Lols, I just noticed that xD Anyways, like I said in the post before, my insomnia, blah blah blah. I find it kinda fun staying up/waking up so early xD The bad things are that you wake up incredibly late & you get massive headaches, like I am right now ):

During these times where everyone is sleeping and all is quiet in where ever you live, you get a chance to think about stuff that you've been meaning to do or you realized and want to go in more depth.

Thinking right now just gives me headaches xD But it does help to think in this quietness (:

PS: Honestly, one reason I can't really sleep is cuz I'm still a bit spooked from Drag Me to Hell. Next time, no more scary movies pleasee~ (: